Rebirth
April 8, 2024 I lay on a grassy hill next a grove of trees in Allen Texas and let go into the solar eclipse.
My experience was powerful and rippled through my whole system. That was several weeks ago and I still don't have adequate words to describe it.
What I know is that down to the fiber of my being something shifted. I also know that wherever anyone was on that day in relation to the path of totality, the totality of Earth and all of us here experienced it and life is different.
For me I've noticed an uptick in the swiftness of time, an increase of intensity of energies and events happening, a quality of jumping higher with more momentum on the trampoline.
In all realness it's been rough at times. Emotionally, mentally and physically my system is feeling it.
Wave after wave nudging me to adapt, get more nimble, strengthen my resources, practices, ways of engaging and all the structures in my life - home, work, relationships, health. Are you feeling this too?
My wise, siSTAR friend Wyld Fempyre called it out in a recent email to her community -- we are in a REBIRTH.
It's reminds me of a feeling that came over me during the births of each of my sons. A phase when I felt restless in my skin, jumpy, wanting something to happen, knowing it IS happening but not being in the deep flow of it yet.
The awareness of change coming and there's no going back. A not so subtle contraction building me towards becoming much more than I've been before. -- That feeling!
If you're tracking this too, tune into Wyld's re-birthing guidance below and see what resonates:
"... the first step of Rebirth is gathering data about who I am right now and doing so in transparent clarity... which includes my blind spots, my shadows, addictions and the places where I haven’t been showing up in my life as the best version of myself.
So I am asking myself these questions without judgement....
What things have I been turning a blind eye towards because of feelings of overwhelm?
What things have I not been tending in my life because of my broken heART?
What connections have I neglected due to my own limitations?
So often I can convince myself of my lack of capacity and make these shadowy places “make sense” even if they also increase stress and overwhelm.
I can so easily convince myself that I’ve got too much going on to care about the mounting pile of laundry or the mounting messages that I haven’t responded to.
It seems more acceptable in times of duress to limit myself and my personal accountability and tread water in my comfort zones rather than get curious about how I might expand gently into holding more even as I am regulating myself
It is always a pendulum swinging in this life, is it not?
From flow to stagnation and everything in between."
Full permission to pace ourselves and feel all the way as we go. Some days will be a piece of cake with a strong grandfather tree at your back and others not so much. Either way keep going dear one, the momentum is here for us!